And for once it doesn't involve sex drugs or booze. It's just me.
I'm creating and thriving and it's an amazing feeling.


Fearing MyselfI am my own worst enemy I'm not the smartest man, I don't pretend to be And why I am the way I am is not a mystery My mind's not in proper working order or in therapyFearing Myself
My brain's confused and mentally abused Life's been hanging on a string so what the fuck I got to loose? And what the fuck I got to prove to you?
If you don't know me by now, you'll never know me I got problems and they stack like bills And I relate to the broken, bleeding heart love killed
And I awaited in the shadows, awake in the dark Hoping to talk to the passed on, I'm falling apart  


Seem Me For Who I AmPut me on public display and showcase So there's an equal opportunity for everyone to hate me I know you think it's a lie and it's a scamSeem Me For Who I Am
Fuck the music, fuck the time, and fuck who I am From where I stand We digest shit like flies on trashcans
Overseers of the east revive wanting pentagrams Time to open your mind The possess by the rhymers eventually how they wind up
Damage, innocence isn't a friend So it's hard to overlook and pretend where it all started Half-hearted and semi-skilled
Still today unfuckable and unreal Unbearable and unh


Another Fork In The RoadHe packs his things, and sets off again The sun has set, this adventure has reached its apex Wandering down darkened tunnels reaching along the walls for the light Fingers slick with freshly spilled blood, his ownAnother Fork In The Road
The unbearable journey is endless
Drowning deep in despair and confusion Satisfaction is found wanting Tossed aside, tattered and torn The shadows call him onward Frail whispers ever desperate to belong
Misunderstanding is his calling
He fell victim to the sirens call,
Dived off the boat and now drowning Realization comes flood


Satans ThroneHe pours another glass and drinks again Darkness all he knows, crazed voices whisper inside his mind He lingers, incapable of recognizing what he sees in the mirror the dream always unkind, taunts and slays himSatans Throne
Dawn rises as the rest of his life beckons Tormented by feeling, overwhelmed invasive thoughts
unsure of what is real Loneliness overbearing enveloping Descending into despair is the order of the day
A whispered greeting echoes from the darkness
Twisted faces, screaming lustfully for blood Starved of human contact, haunted by memories reaching out for him
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hey ads sweetie, sorry for being moody with you the other night, i had no right to take my mood out on you.. love you really =]
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With great power comes the great probability that when you screw up it will be an Epic Fail.
My singing satelite
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I know that you've been damaged
Your soul has suffered such abuse
But I am not your savior
I am just as fucked as you
- Stabbing Westward
Keep up the writing!
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Hanging up the phone when finished, that's a new concept. I usually just pop the handset down my boxers and kinda undulate
I really need to update that old thing. It's seriously been about 6 months. I just can not be bothered.. Too much work and I'm feeling lazy atm.
*sigh*
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I know that you've been damaged
Your soul has suffered such abuse
But I am not your savior
I am just as fucked as you
- Stabbing Westward
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